I have been stressing over what I should post this week on here. It honestly feels like college just got a thousand time harder so this was the last thing on my mind. Most of my days have been spent constantly doing homework, going to work, and still trying to manage seeing people. I feel like I have been non-stop for months now and I just need a break.
College is really an interesting time period for us. I never realized how emotionally and physically drained I would feel every day. I recently have been having to deal with unresponsive teacher and registration for almost a month now. This little instances make me want to drop out so bad. Sometimes it really feels like I am paying a ton of money to be ignored by teachers. Although college is not that bad sometime it just puts me into a state where I just feel like I lack everything: motivation, appreciation, compassion, and happiness.
I have been trying to take this week to re-asses my life. Specially the goals I want to achieve in my life and the friendships I want to make. My biggest problem is where do I even begin in this situation. I want to be able to wake up every morning and genuinely be happy about my life and my choices. In one of my journalism classes we are currently learning about how social media has become the chain thats capturing us in our life. As much as I want to change this addiction, I feel like I can’t since social media and online technology is the basis of my generation.
Whenever I get into these moods for a period of time I like to find quotes to represent my goals for each day. This really helps me to remind myself that we cannot sit and worry about how the future will play out, all we can do is make today worth it. I want to share some of my favorites on here in case anyone needed to see some hope to get them through the day.
I hope you all have a perfect and positive week- Emma 🙂